Day 6: 6 days and I haven't spoken to him.Saw him today after 6 days while I was coming back from office. He noticed me too, but I looked away.
It feels as if I am not myself anymore. Staying away has certainly kept me away from all the trouble but has changed my life a lot.Not going to his place anymore means not only cutting off ties with him, but also not meeting my other friends, which hurts.
I feel so lonely. All I do is keep looking at my cellphone in the hope that he would sms or call.That all would be fine soon and I would be myself again.....but all in vain. Because all is not going to be well. Atleast not the way we were before.

I miss the laughter, the smiles, the nonsense jokes......I miss life!!!